friends, fun, and fatigue.
the weekend's been fairly entertaning though tiring. thing is, these days, if i try sleeping for anything more than eight hours, i start getting a headache. i think thats my body telling me its getting used to very very little sleep, or irregular disrupted sleep. like saturday, i slept three hours because i couldn't sleep the night before, and had to wake for tuition at eight. i think tuition early on saturday morning's just a bad idea. it makes my day feel interminably long. by the end of saturday, tuition in the morning felt like a distant memory, like it happened the day before.
but saturday was a good day nonetheless. tuition was enjoyable because the kid's just so motivated and so willing to learn. add to that he's really innocent and "conventional" as he so says, its interesting that way. i don't remember being that innocent at seventeen, but maybe i was. my memory fails me too often. anyway, i met Liz for lunch after and it was incredible. endless streams of conversation about romance, relationships, love, infidellity, money, work, literature, mutual friends, old memories, how much we've both changed, just made me feel like we've all really grown up in some way or another. it was cathartic talking to liz because i think we both understood each other very well, having shared similar experiences. we're quite alike in so many ways and its nice to know that you're still close even though you haven't seen each other for awhile.
so. i shopped some by myself after and i realise what a prudent shopper i've become! i was at zara for some one half hours and probably tried on twenty pieces of clothing- i stood in the changing room queue four times, and max number of pieces you can try on is five, so it kinda works out. but yeah i ended up only buying one top and im pleased with myself. (: went back extremely tired and napped before meeting josh for supper. meeting josh is so relaxing because i don't feel the pressure to need to talk all the time. comfortable silence is good. plus, i never need to dress up with josh and thats great because i love being totally comfortable and sloppy and all ready to go to bed without needing to spend too much time getting the make up off, washing my contacts, etc. you make me happy dear (:
sunday was great because i slept in till two, and headed down town to meet my folks to shop! shopping with the family is always fruitful. like my dad said today, i had better take advantage of him being around while i can. ie. buy as much as i can! haha. and so i did. shan't tell you how much i spent today because its ridiculous, BUT, i do want to talk briefly about this lovely pair of shoes i got from nine west today. its rather formal, heels aren't too high, and its a gorgeous shade of deep purple. what i love most about it is its texture- suede with tinges of satin. am extremely pleased. (: almost bought another bright green pair of heels to match this top i bought but my conscience prevailed and so i didnt!
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thats my weekend update. i'm not too fond of expounding on my daily escapades, but this is purely for the benefit of my friends overseas whom i can't update regularly. so there you go. (:
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the benefit of hindsight is rationality, and for this i am extremely grateful. better i realise some things now than never at all.
i wish i could be more transparent on this blog, but i simply can't. secrets are necessary sometimes. and its better not to shoot your mouth off lest you regret it. somethings are better left unsaid, and again, i'll let time decide the answers to my questions.
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that said, i'm really glad someone's back in town after a month's hiatus. or rather, slogging it out before you ord soon soon soon! you know who you are! love you dear, can't wait to see you soon. gotta start planning for our bangkok trip! (:
the weekend's been fairly entertaning though tiring. thing is, these days, if i try sleeping for anything more than eight hours, i start getting a headache. i think thats my body telling me its getting used to very very little sleep, or irregular disrupted sleep. like saturday, i slept three hours because i couldn't sleep the night before, and had to wake for tuition at eight. i think tuition early on saturday morning's just a bad idea. it makes my day feel interminably long. by the end of saturday, tuition in the morning felt like a distant memory, like it happened the day before.
but saturday was a good day nonetheless. tuition was enjoyable because the kid's just so motivated and so willing to learn. add to that he's really innocent and "conventional" as he so says, its interesting that way. i don't remember being that innocent at seventeen, but maybe i was. my memory fails me too often. anyway, i met Liz for lunch after and it was incredible. endless streams of conversation about romance, relationships, love, infidellity, money, work, literature, mutual friends, old memories, how much we've both changed, just made me feel like we've all really grown up in some way or another. it was cathartic talking to liz because i think we both understood each other very well, having shared similar experiences. we're quite alike in so many ways and its nice to know that you're still close even though you haven't seen each other for awhile.
so. i shopped some by myself after and i realise what a prudent shopper i've become! i was at zara for some one half hours and probably tried on twenty pieces of clothing- i stood in the changing room queue four times, and max number of pieces you can try on is five, so it kinda works out. but yeah i ended up only buying one top and im pleased with myself. (: went back extremely tired and napped before meeting josh for supper. meeting josh is so relaxing because i don't feel the pressure to need to talk all the time. comfortable silence is good. plus, i never need to dress up with josh and thats great because i love being totally comfortable and sloppy and all ready to go to bed without needing to spend too much time getting the make up off, washing my contacts, etc. you make me happy dear (:
sunday was great because i slept in till two, and headed down town to meet my folks to shop! shopping with the family is always fruitful. like my dad said today, i had better take advantage of him being around while i can. ie. buy as much as i can! haha. and so i did. shan't tell you how much i spent today because its ridiculous, BUT, i do want to talk briefly about this lovely pair of shoes i got from nine west today. its rather formal, heels aren't too high, and its a gorgeous shade of deep purple. what i love most about it is its texture- suede with tinges of satin. am extremely pleased. (: almost bought another bright green pair of heels to match this top i bought but my conscience prevailed and so i didnt!
-
thats my weekend update. i'm not too fond of expounding on my daily escapades, but this is purely for the benefit of my friends overseas whom i can't update regularly. so there you go. (:
-
the benefit of hindsight is rationality, and for this i am extremely grateful. better i realise some things now than never at all.
i wish i could be more transparent on this blog, but i simply can't. secrets are necessary sometimes. and its better not to shoot your mouth off lest you regret it. somethings are better left unsaid, and again, i'll let time decide the answers to my questions.
-
that said, i'm really glad someone's back in town after a month's hiatus. or rather, slogging it out before you ord soon soon soon! you know who you are! love you dear, can't wait to see you soon. gotta start planning for our bangkok trip! (:
posted by voyeur at 2:23 AM
3 Comments:
yea transparency on the www is not a good idea): self-censorship for self-protection!
Hi Tania, glad to hear you had a great weekend. Have a wonderful week, and hope to see you soon!
Hey girlie...So sad that we couldn't watch the play, but glad you had a great weekend! :) Let's play tennis on Thursday or something! I don't have kickboxing!!
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